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Jan. 28th, 2007 11:53 pmI just had a horrible realization (they happen a lot when im left alone to think too much).
I've always wanted kids. Particularly, I've always wanted babies. When they get older, they rock, but Im really partial to babies.
I think this is because I want something/someone that needs me. Not just needs me to do certain things, but inherently NEEDS me to continue to exist.
I need to be needed in order to feel good about myself. I can bust my ass for people over and over and over again, as long as I feel like whatever I've done for them can only be done by me.
I want my husband home now.
I've always wanted kids. Particularly, I've always wanted babies. When they get older, they rock, but Im really partial to babies.
I think this is because I want something/someone that needs me. Not just needs me to do certain things, but inherently NEEDS me to continue to exist.
I need to be needed in order to feel good about myself. I can bust my ass for people over and over and over again, as long as I feel like whatever I've done for them can only be done by me.
I want my husband home now.
