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[terrorlynn]

I just had a horrible realization (they happen a lot when im left alone to think too much).

I've always wanted kids. Particularly, I've always wanted babies. When they get older, they rock, but Im really partial to babies.

I think this is because I want something/someone that needs me. Not just needs me to do certain things, but inherently NEEDS me to continue to exist.

I need to be needed in order to feel good about myself. I can bust my ass for people over and over and over again, as long as I feel like whatever I've done for them can only be done by me.

I want my husband home now.

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[libraterra.livejournal.com]

*nods* I totally understand. It's a crazy/awesome feeling to know that I need to exist for Chase. I love it.

[terrorlynn.livejournal.com]

Chase rocks. That is all :)