From the convent to the rectory, and over in the sacristy

I FOUND MY WEDDING RING!


Now, guess where it was? IN MY JEANS POCKET. You know, the jeans i've worn since Saturday. It was tucked in that little piece of pocket that sort of hides behind the snappy looking button thingy. I dont know how I could have missed it, seeing as I've turned the pockets inside out and shaken the whole jeans upside down. However, I dont care. I dont care at all. I FOUND IT!

BEST DAY EVER! (Well, maybe not, but it sure doesnt suck)

It still takes my breath away that I cant find my wedding ring. If it made any sense, i'd get a god damned metal detector and start scanning the house. Is there any such thing as a diamond detector? Mine is nice and big...At this point, Im feeling more numb than anything. I just look and look and look...and even when I dont look, I cant find it. Its killing me.

Also, god damn the Bears.

At least Im back on my medicine. I found some lithium from a former prescription in our room, and so now things are better on that front. Doesnt take away the staggering pain of feeling irresponsible and evil. On the plus side, I've got my wonderful, amazing husband laying next to me with his arms wide open, waiting for me to come snuggle in them. I think I need to snuggle him.

Later, world.

Alright, my ropey friends...I need some help.

So, last year when I was demoing for Jack Elfrinks class, he was teaching some singlehanded knots. It drove me slightly insane, because had I known they were coming, I would have learned them and been able to be of more help. This made me realize that I dont know a damn thing about knots. I know how to tie some of them, and I know where I can find websites that teach me the knots I want to learn. However, I dont always have internet access. A book would really help me out, but I dont want some giant, monsterous text that weighs more than I do and teaches me things that I dont need to know.

So, any basic, lightweight, well photographed books on basic bondage knots? Anyone?

Okay guys, filming for my Hells Kitchenmawhatzit is over. I also have to send in a picture of me. So, we took a lot of them, and I can only stand these five. My self esteem is NOT doing good today. Which one do you guys think i should send in?

http://s144.photobucket.com/albums/r190/terrorlynn/

So, uh, if I dont die by Tuesday, Im going to come to Champaign for Halloween. This will entail me arriving in the city probably around 5-5:15 and going straightaway to Ruby Tuesdays for some eats. After that, I will be heading to maybe wings and definitely Subversion. So, if people would like to hang out with me or each other, AT RUBY TUESDAYS THERE SHALL BE PEOPLE!!!

I hope. Please? I wont cough on you or anything, promise.

Okay guys, i need to know some things so that I can do this video application.

While I know you're my friends, and thusly biased, what would you say about me if you didnt know me and just saw me on TV for the first time? What sort of impression do you think I'd leave you with?

Also, it asks me to detail the most outrageous thing that has ever happened to me. Im not sure how to do that. Maybe I just havent had anything "outrageous" happen. What would you guys say is "outrageous"?

Lastly, could you guys describe my personality? I need the positives and the negatives here.

Thank you, friends in LJ-land!

This is some bullshit.

Im trying to find a doctor here in town that Travis and I can see today. We cant breathe, we're feverish, snotty, all sorts of great things. Moving is really difficult. I just want someone that will take us and fix us as soon as possible, today if possible.

I hate being sick. I wanna be healthy now.

/whine.

Man, there is some kind of unpleasant cold going around, and I think I've got it for the second time. Its some bullshit, if you ask me. Of course, you didnt ask me...but I think you needed to know anyway.

So, Im unexpectedly stuck at work until 5pm today, which makes me a little grouchy. There are times I wonder what Im even doing here. I know that the job market is crappy in this town and that if I quit this job I wouldnt have much of a chance at getting another one that gives me the same flexibility or even some level of enjoyment. I just dont care for this very much. Thankfully for me, I have my job at Magnolias, and that keeps me generally content on the job front.

Married life, for all my friends that have asked, is pretty darn neat. It doesnt feel much different than "being-engaged-and-living-together" life, except that theres way more paperwork involved. Im stuck in the middle of the last name transition, which is a bit annoying. Its totally worth it though to be married to the greatest man in the world. Even when we're not feeling well, he wakes me up with the kiss monster and lots of cuddles and makes mornings suck a little less. In the freezing cold, he bikes to work to get me lunch. He puts up with my incessant babbling about random crap. He lets me call him Pants and Beans and all sorts of other ridiculous nicknames. Best of all, hes mine. ALL mine :).

Im now playing in two D&D games, both of which are ridiculously fun. My roommates seem to get cooler the longer I live with them (which I didnt think would be the case, especially now that Trav and I are married.) I always wanted my own place after we got married, and I figured that it would start to get irksome really quick to have roommates after the wedding. However, that hasnt shown itself to be the case. We've all settled in to a sort of happy coexistence, functioning nicely.

I'll be posting pictures from Ireland soon. I miss being there a lot. It was such a great time.

By the way, November 7th is my birthday. Travis has to be out of town for a business thing, which sucks. So, to console myself, Im going to a strip club. Breasts make everything better. If you'd like to come along, send me an email and I'll give you the details. It'll be a lot of fun.

Hope everything is going well for you peeps out in LJ-land!

This is one of the first pictures i've gotten back from my wedding photographer, and Im totally in love. Everyone looks fantastic and like they're having a good time :). I love wedding pictures.

So, I dont know why I feel the need to get this off my chest, but I feel like I need to get it out of my head. It involves a frank discussion about matters regarding my sexuality and sexual practices, so click only if you feel like you'd like to know what goes on inside my head.

( Ramblings )

I guess I should get back to work.